baggage

well after 8 years... my bf's baggage is getting to me.. stressing me out. Making me wonder if its really worth it all.
thoughts of being with another man with no baggage make me wonder.
~wipes a tear~
im so mad, worried, stressed and up set i feel like i could get sick.
i could use a hug

3 Comments | Send To Friend | 15 August 2006

pet peeves...

im a vet tech at a small clinic. Ive seen it done on so many occasions.... not too many put thought into running over an animal.
You run over it right.. its dead..
not so... there are so many cats and dogs that have had run ins with cars and still to this day show the scars to prove they lived through it. what pisses me off are those that #1 dont stop to see if the animal may be alive or worse yet suffering
and #2 try to find the owner to tell them what had happened.
the other day we got a call from a client, whos cat had just dragged itself off the road and onto their porch... luckily it only dislocated its hip.
anyway.. put some thought.. unless you are coldhearted into an animal you may hit.. it may be alive. If you can't pull yourself to do it, put somet hought into how that animal feels, hurting, cold and alone... how would you feel?

0 Comments | Send To Friend | 14 August 2006

pet peeves

its totally disgusting the way some ppl chew with their mouths open
looking like cows chew thier cud
and that smacking noise~shudders~ its aweful!
next time you take that piece of gum offered to you... make note that you are chewing with your mouths closed... thanks!

3 Comments | Send To Friend | 1 August 2006

boobs

well ive been bikini shopping lately, haven't found anything i like... but its got me thinking that i really want a pair of boobs..
Its still hard for me to believe im in a "b" bra size, im so small. I just wouldn't mind being a bigger "b" .. ~sighs~ i know its painful and really .. they aren't good for life, but it seems my butt is a lil bigger now then it used to be it doesn't match my lil boobs..
yeah.. i really want boobs

2 Comments | Send To Friend | 30 July 2006

confused

I've been having problems inmy 8 year relationship. when an old guy friend pops back into my life.. anyway nothing was ever done.. just fantasized.. anyway things are looking better for my bf and i.. but i still can't get this guy out of my head.. i admit there are both pros and cons to every which way you look at it~sighs~ i just wish life decisions could be a lil easier

1 Comments | Send To Friend | 5 May 2006

allergies

so ive been on allergy shots for dust for a year now. I didn't think they were working cause i still felt like crap all the time. i went back a week ago and the specialist tested me agian. revealing that over the past year i have developed an allergy to cats and dogs.
Heres the issue, im a vet tech, andi have 4 cats and three dogs of my own. Animals are my #1 love of this world. my boss jokingly said that theres owrse things i could be allergic to... i asked her what, she said my bf... i told her i could handle that better then this.
but im dealing with it, on Flonase 2 a day and reactine.. as well as some other eyes drops.. and more shots. im not willing to get rid of any of my babies or change my job.
one good thing has come out of it. now when ppl tell me that they need to find a home for an animal they have bc of allergies, i tell them my story

0 Comments | Send To Friend | 9 February 2006

fur

Did you know that in parts of the world they skin dogs and cats alive for their furs? its true!
their furs are then sold to Canada and the US. the US unlike Canada has laws forbidding dog and cat
fur from entering, and labeling laws but the furs are smuggled in by being called things like Asian Jackel.. to of all
things fake fur. In some cases these animals have a wire tied arounnd their necks and placed in bags.
from there, alive they are placed in boiling water. dont believe me? go check it out for yourself
www.heathermillsmccartney.com click on dog and cat fur. sign the petition, and help get the word out
that this is happening. not many people know about it. thanks!!

2 Comments | Send To Friend | 18 January 2006